Hey guys!
Oh God, I don't know why I'm so emotional this lately. Like seriously, why sometimes I had a feeling that so many people don;t like me . :'( Erm, does it just my feeling or it is reality? I really doesn't have any idea .. Am I annoy them so much?
SCHOOL ... what i know about school is being awkward, miserable, isolated and dejected for entire day.
It feels like there are nobody there to talk with. Sometimes, I just sitting on my chair do some revision and all the work given to me.. Oh, what a DORK! While the others laughing hard like an immature girls..
Why I can't even carry on any conversation and people so easily getting bored when I;m talking to them . I've friend but no one of them I considered as my true friend . Well, I'm not a pretender . But, when I'm with them I pretend that I'm So happy and glad to be with them .. Even, sometimes I laugh to avoid looking so awkward but truly it not funny at all .. I wonder if they know that I'm just showing them a fake smile . :\)
